the night bloggers have arrived….but this time with a point.
we are all illegal aliens
I’m having a hard time dealing with things lately. With life.
I feel depressed and anxious again and I can’t talk to anyone about it. I don’t even know the reason why I feel this way. What I do know is that people are tired of me complaining about things.
I’m not gonna lie, this is the worst I’ve felt in a long long time..
I’m visiting my parents this weekend. They noticed that I’m in a bad mood and everything and guess what they did - they told me to stop pretending, to stop doing this just to get more attention! Like, WHAT THE FUCK?!
You know what? I am pretending. I’m pretending to be better than I actually am. It’s been bad over a month now and it’s getting harder to fake good mood and smiles and shit when I don’t feel like it.
Tumblr used to help me before. Now not so much.
And all this, dear friends, is the reason why I’m taking more time off than I thought.
I hope I’ll be back.
i’m leaving tumblr for a couple of days. or more. i’ll be back tho. love u all
I swear to god watching mmfd is like being given 10 puppies and you’re filled with happiness and rainbows but when the episode ends it’s like they steal all those puppies away from you and punch you in the gut.
I feel like I just wanna hibernate until next monday because I have nothing worth living for until then.
fuck this stupid flawless show and what it does to me